Leaving London
Garry Crystal
eBook
(Beat Corrida Revised Edition 2019, March 18, 2014)
A depressed writer returns to London with the intention of avoiding any pain and conflict by living life with as little responsibility as possible, but he soon finds that his self-destructive, self-medicating tendencies are a little harder to leave behind.“Your problem is you’re more like an empty book and you’re waiting on someone else to write your pages for you. For someone who doesn’t believe in fate and destiny, you seem to spend a lot of time waiting for something to happen to you.”In London, narrator Cal finds refuge in meaningless jobs and temporary relationships, but he didn’t figure that loneliness would be an ironic by-product of living in a city of eight million, or that this city would have its own plans. Assaulted on Christmas Eve, a suicidal escort housemate and a writing job for an irresponsible employer all to add to Cal’s constant hangover. When Sofia appears - a woman he is attracted to and suspicious of - Cal soon finds himself in a tumultuous co-dependent relationship that questions whether his temporary lifestyle is simply a cover for his fear of committing to a real life.Alcohol, drugs, sex, love, depression, loneliness, game-playing and an escape to New York. Leaving London is a dark drama that adds to the tradition of city-lit fiction such as Bright Lights, Big City, in which bohemians, barflies, the rich, poor, the down and out and the down at heart try to find some meaning in a city that can crush your hope as easily as reignite your lust for life.This book is: offbeat, cynical, dark, for mature readers, loser literature.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Leaving London Reviews "London plays as a major character. For those who have been there it will invoke wonderful memories of the city and for those who have never visited, it will make you want to hop the next plane and walk in Cal’s footsteps. The city’s vastness, in all its glory and wonder, grime and grit, seems to echo Cal’s emotional state and his sense of being “lost” and “rudderless” as he struggles to maintain his footing. Cal not only seeks his place within London but within his own emotional sphere as well. Garry Crystal has an original voice and I have no doubt that you will enjoy this complex and thought provoking story. Highly recommended." Julian Gallo, author of Rhombus Denied"Wandering the streets in a chemically altered state, he subjects himself to the seamier side of life, robbed, beaten up and has sex with whomever he ends up with at the end of the evening. There is a theme of loneliness running throughout the book and Crystal captures this quite well and you find it easy to see why many feel a strong sense of alienation, stuck in jobs that are low paying with little chance for advancement.” Online Book Club Organization “This book is about relationships, relationships are ephemeral. We are either doomed to repeat our mistakes or protect ourselves with walls, not out of fear but as a sort of silent dignity. This is a lengthy love song, a love story, a message in a bottle. I hope it reaches readers out there.” Baxter Labatos, Sphere Music