One of Ours
Willa Cather
Paperback
(Independently published, Nov. 5, 2019)
Claude is a young man who is constantly searching for his place in life, needing to feel that he belongs and that his life should have some clear purpose. Although he is an extremely competent farmer, far better in fact than either of his brothers or his father, he is not fulfilled by farm life, and though he is a good student, he believes that the church-affiliated college he attends does not provide the intellectual challenge that he needs. Only when he matriculates in a European history course at the state university does he begin to find his place.His happiness does not last. When his father buys a farm in Colorado, management of the Nebraska farm falls to Claude. Though Claude accepts this responsibility without complaint, he is again unhappy and silently resentful.Marriage seems a solution for his narrowed horizons, but even in this Claude is unfortunate. He comes to discover that Enid, a pretty girl whom he has known all of his life, has interests far different from his own: the Church, prohibition, and (as her father half jokingly warns before their marriage) vegetarianism. When Enid leaves Claude temporarily to nurse Carrie, her missionary sister who has fallen ill in China, Claudeâs world once again collapses.This episode coincides with the outbreak of World War I, and Claude, his mother, and his father eagerly follow the newspaper accounts. For Claudeâs father, the war means rising wheat prices and a chance for quick profits; for Claude, it is a chance to devote himself unselfishly to a cause. Despite the influenza epidemic which sweeps his troopship, despite the manifold horrors of the battlefield, he believes that at last he has a mission. He dies a hero, âbelieving his own country better than it is, and France better than any country can ever be.â