Walking to the TRUE Calvary
Richard L Muehlberg
eBook
(Muehlberg Press, April 9, 2020)
(Copy & paste "MUEHLBERG Magdaleneist Christian" in the Kindle Store search window above to see all of my TRUE CALVARY titles.) (Christian Empowerment) (Closer to Jesus Christ and God through the Magda) I have invented, created a world for myself in my mind. I am spiritually lonely. I was raised Christian, Congregationalist and I have, with a part of me, wanted to believe in God and Jesus but the lessons of all those years and my attempts to believe have instead left me empty. I feel incapable of feeling a belief in God. The idea of his existence, of his love for me is impossible to me. Who is he? How could he love me? He is an invention, creation of others meant to make me believe in him, but I can’t believe in what is not there, is not true. Still, I stand near the idea, wanting to believe. So I have this idea in my mind that I am trying to use to let me believe. I have created the idea of Magdaleneist Christianity, a faith that believes that Jesus was resurrected into Christ only because of Mary Magdalene’s faith in Jesus. She was his only disciple on Calvary. His other disciples, the “12” were not there. In my belief, in a way, I am Jesus. I have been abandoned to my cross to die. And here is the Magda. She believes in me. In her own loneliness to be closer to God, to God the Son she has risked her life to be with me as my earthly-body dies on life’s cross. And God, God the Father sees her faith in me, and my earthly-body dies, but my godly-heart lives. I return, and I appear to the Magda first. She is the origin of my church on Earth. As my last drops of blood fell from my body on my cross, they anointed her as the leader of my church. As my first words as Christ reached her mind they anointed her as the leader of my church. Where is my church? This True Christian Church of Mary Magdalene was never built. There is no such church today. So I have built the church in my mind. And in my mind, I can walk to this church, a true recreation of Calvary and enter this church and stand with the Magda and be closer to Jesus Christ and God ...