Hope and Madness
Terry Banks
(, Sept. 27, 2019)
The crashing youth revolution and the souring hopes of a new way for the hundreds of youth who descended on California in the heady but now burnt out days of the late sixties left Richard and Trisha again in their old world. Their youthful hopes dashed. A raging war in Vietnam had serious consequences to both of them, crushing their spirits when Richard received his draft notice. With their world of hope gone and the swirl of war madness upon them, they struggled to find an anchor to stabilize their sudden shifting foundations. The war had reduced them to few options and none good. Trisha and Richard planned marriage to buoy them after the youth revolution now sliding into ruins of drugs, despair, crime, bad music, sexual exploitation, and restlessness. They at least could form their own island of sanity and planned marriage in hopes of finding something real and tangible in the chaos. Both were middle class, but Trisha in her upper scale neighborhood, stable friends, and family, was better off than Richard. She had had no real reason to mutiny against society. She loved her parents, siblings, her warm community, and many friends. Nevertheless, it was boring and the youth rebellion offered her something she could not rightly explain, maybe excitement and simple normal youthful revolt. Richard came from the Midwest and by hitchhiking and hopping freight trains, he arrived in California and quickly met Trisha. The lack of meaning in his home state and town he found intolerable, there being no depth. So, here he was, after a failed revolution, to marry Trisha, and join the establishment, an establishment he hated and now he must support with his life if necessary. They talked of a way out. With these possibilities in mind, they decided to attend a draft protest at the local military induction center. Many draft age young men would leave the country and evade the call-up. Could Richard be one? Would Trisha support such a drastic thing? If he fled, at least he would be alive and Trisha could join him. Drafted, he could be dead in a few months. The anti-war crowd might help them decide.